I am so frustrated it makes me want to scream!
Okay so maybe I am over reacting just a bit or maybe it is just a monster case of jealousy but I seriously feel frustrated.
What’s all the hub bub about?
Creativity!
The one thing I covet more than anything else, it makes me batty.
So I follow a couple of completely random blogs:
http://cheriemask.typepad.com/maskfam/
http://www.camilleroskelley.typepad.com/
http://www.capturedbymikki.com/blog/
These ladies not only have the perfect homes, families, projects/crafts and photography but they also have time to eloquently blog about it.
I am completely enthralled as I scroll through their lives and ask “Why can’t I be like that?”
For those who really know me you might be saying “What are you talking about! You are totally creative!”
But then I must say “Ah Ha! I have you fooled!” Because any project that I do, pose I create in the camera, treat that I bake is an idea stolen from someone else.
I want to be the person who comes up with these “CUTE!” ideas.
I ask myself “Are there classes on being creative? Can I sign up for that?”
I want to be ORIGINAL!
Sigh!
Ah Emilee- sorry for the frustration. I am sure everyone one of those "perfect" people has their days of feeling inadequate, etc... You are awesome! I love you just the way you are
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